LilLynxy

I remember the way he took the debris of me from the ocean floor and created something so much more. He made a master piece out of drift wood, a delicious meal out of spoilt ingredients. Took the cocoon and without forcing me out showed me a way of escape. You were my first unofficial teacher. I wonder if you remember. The lessons taught under the mommy stars the young mind you helped to sculpt. The first time we met you were on stage performing and I felt so jealous and so enraged that you could do what I could not. Demand respect and attention of an entire room including the rebel me! Memories collage in my head : Summer flew past in a fl

          Because when I met him his was the only voice I knew that could silence classes filled with musical, theatrical, artistic masses. Because when I met him he walked with an accent that was so melodic and every word articulated into a sentence made you swear he had a manuscript for every phonic. Because when I met him what he said was the truth behind eyes that smiled like fabled Vincentian mountains he had seen a beauty I had yet to discover but he had a mind that I thought could help me recover. Pick up from where I started from:          Bad relationships, confused minds and the feelings of passion now like an old plaster half off

I see her. Balancing on the tightrope of emotions Never faltering She tries not to feel a damn thing On this painfully familiar path Relying on no one but her own wrath Golden angel wings clipped jagged to her sides But forearms reaching desperately for the skies She see's the stars through shattered eyes And I watch as pride brutally dies But she does not cry. I watch her. Wanting so desperately it's soon to become hers Until she's slapped with depressions curse. Ears perk to hear something, anything but the sounds she so accustomed to. The collapse of her world, breaking, has become a continuous tune Inside her head

Tell me your deepest fear What is it your most afraid of? Snakes, loss, the prospect of being alone? Or could it be that you'll never have anything to call your own Maybe it's the greatness you never allow yourself to achieve Or the possibility of discovering the truth of what you believe What if it's being misunderstood so you never speak? Or the realization that in silence you may become weak? The prospect of others realizing what is and what isn't real? Or the possibility of always having to feel I sit here drifting in the silence Listening to the sound of your deepest thoughts Swimming and nomadic with the subtle violenc

Intoxication Levels High Enough To Get A Ticket For. If I clutch your shirt in balled determined fists do you still have to pull away? Can't I, in the tips of pleading fingers, convince you just this once to stay? Trapped in the entrancement of eyes that swallow reflections more than any mirror of visual perceptions. Allow subtle pleads to persuade determined constrictions to disregard the logic that governs your soul And avert decisions prohibiting physical contact with any being Whether blessed; exceptional or regarded; normal. Converting it so passionate focus can slip to unsaid words, to fleeting gaze   Allowing unsteady fing

For the girl who left but never left my heart You are my queen and I am your guardian. Fly with the feathered wings of an angel but you are my one demon. Wounded heart and broken soul together we make a whole If you falter you'll never fall I'll catch you And hold you tight. Kiss me under rainbow stars and purple nights. My love is taboo but that provides proof to its truth Pyromaniac burn my heart with the branding of your name, For I am yours to claim O beautiful mistress let me kiss away your distress. Loyalty 2 the majesty of me.

One kiss, one rose, one love A taste of pain sweeter than sugar The bite of love more bitter The kiss by some one the mind resists And the remembrance of the past But still you want a chance at this final romance One kiss, one love and one symbol One hope at a failing flame to rekindle A rose red like the bleeding heart A final promise to never be apart One kiss, one rose, one love